Miserable and Tired. Stalled and Uninspired.

SIDETRACKED. I am lost in the middle of everything I can neither handle nor control. Make it stop. Make the world go away. Because if all I ever do is let you down, wouldn’t you just rather let go? We are ghosts, fighting over a soul to claim our own.

Selling everything that was ever dear to me, just to be able to go on.

Interim not like this, not this way.

Still, I ask myself, “Is it important enough that you’re willing to give up your life to see it through?”

And can only answer…yes.

Counting every mistake I’ve ever made, but the results refuse to add up. Step into me, hear the whine of the drill…biting holes into bone. This was not supposed to happen. This is not supposed to be. Sinking into outer space, what is happening to me?

…and here is my repLIE:

Take five, take two…take everything.

Posted by Invisibleye in: Experiences   29 December, 2009  

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